d world is FAKE

The whole world is fake
the faces around us
we all seem to hate
we live a lie
up until the day we die
trying to be someone were not
not being ourselves
no matter what
all living are lives
as a sharade
letting our true selves fade and fade
why cant we all be real
tell people how we truly feel
it seems as though
this is how its always gonna be
not having a true definition of the word Me,
just simply acting to make ourselves look good
not being who we are
like we should ..

i m running from...MYSELF

I hate this feeling of displacement,
Not knowing where I'm headed.
Not knowing how to react.
Heading to a place that I have created.

Slice open,
The pain held inside.
And let it slip away.
Every night that I have cried.

Let the blood drop,
Let it all slip away.
Let life slowly stop,
This life of disarray.

Foot steps...their coming,
Cover the blood,
Don't show what you are becoming.
Don't show the crimson flood.

Place on that mask,
That mask of happiness.
Forced smile...always a task.
My veins now becoming bloodless.

In they walk,
The blood still dripping.
Full of empty talk,
I can feel my life slipping.

Never did I want to die,
I just wanted to feel,
And then asked why?
To stop feeling numb would have been ideal.

But now as I slip away,
I can see things were never right.
A fake life was on display.
To the skies I am

Where are you when I need you most?

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasnâ??t good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

I have been trying to thrust your memory aside
So I could get on with my life
I have tried to love someone other than you
Yet, somehow you remain the main focus

My outlook on life has changed, you know
And yes, it is because of your actions
You left me here alone to put up with this
This life I can not live without you...

Dont Know Whats Happening 2 Me NOW a DAYZ

HI GUYS SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING IN MY LIFE SUDDENLY I BECAME SAD SUDDENLY I FEEL RELAX... its become hard for me 2 understand whats going
i think i m dieing inside...
i dont know why i m hating dis world...
this world seems really fake and i m feelin really disappointed at this moments of life but i dont know what making me disappointed...
plz if u have any solution..kindly help me out........
or else sum day u will find dat thats my last blog....

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Gandhigiri...

Thanks to "Lage raho ...." for making me realize the greatness of Bhaarat all over again. India is the only country in the world where "Gandhigiri" flows in the bloodstream of more than 1.2 billion. “Gandhigiri” can be used as a synonym for the moral values that have been inculcated into Indians over the centuries. Every now and then some one like Gandhi comes and forces us to look inside our souls to rediscover those subtle values that we tend to overlook so easily. I might not be a stern follower and believer of all that Gandhi had said and preached, but I do believe in the underlying essence of his preaching’s.

Sticking to the truth and righteousness and following the “path of dharma” has been taught to Indians since Vedic times and these virtues have been passed on from one generation to next. Neither moughals nor British could erase these qualities and the traces are still visible in our DNA. People make a nation, when majority of the citizens walk the path of truth, righteousness and dharma, the nation walks in the same direction. India never attacked any country for greed of oil. I doubt if Indians would have kept quite if more than 3000 Indian soldiers would have died on the “Line of duty (aka Greed of oil)”. Unlike some developed countries, Indians do not preach or follow Barbaric way of life by invading other countries because the word barbaric means uncivilized and India is one of the oldest civilizations on this planet. In India we still respect our elders; no other civilization has a practice of touching feet of elders in the family. In west one can forget about respecting elders, even parents are abandoned by their kids once kids are on their own. “Ahinmsa” or non-violence is another virtue that makes Indians great. India might have a huge problem of stray cattle, dogs and cats. Well, this is the live proof that we don’t go about killing innocent animals. Human race is considered above the animals and we are taught to spare and help other forms of life that are not as developed as we are. Even a poor farmer takes good care of his cattle and there is a festival dedicated to animals where the farm animals are prayed. Indians are far more caring towards animals than any other nation, In west the humane society and other adoption agencies puts the dogs and cats to sleep (kill them) if they are not adopted in 1weeks time, and then they call themselves Humane.

India has always followed the path of truth. Indians always took up arms against injustice. My faith in Indian values is still intact and I know that Indians will continue to walk the path of righteousness and continue to fight the evils like corruption and any form of injustice.
Thanks to “Lage raho… ” I again realized the greatness of our nation.
Jai Hind.
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Is being a woman a crime in India?

Is India a hypocritical society? Or we are just plainly liars? We worship goddesses on every major festival. In the nine days of Navratras, we worship Goddess Durga, for wealth, we revere Lakshmi while Saraswati is depicted as the embodiment of knowledge. However, this seems to be just done for appearances. We really don’t consider a woman as a Devi, do we? If you say yes, we do, these stats from the National Crimes Records Bureau (NRCB) tell us a different story! Have a look:

* According to the NRCB stats, Andhra Pradesh, the southern state in India has recorded the maximum crime against women. These include 11,335 cases of violence, 613 dowry deaths, 1,564 kidnapping cases, 1,070 rape cases in just one state!
* Uttar Pradesh is not far behind. About 21,216 violence cases which include about 2,066 dowry deaths, 3,189 kidnapping cases and 1,532 rape cases.
* According to NRCB, many minor girls are raped by police personnel themselves!
* Haryana may be a small state but it has recorded about 4,645 cases of crime against women with 488 rape cases and about 269 dowry deaths.
* In Bihar more than 59% women are subjected to domestic violence. About 7,548 cases have been recorded which include 1,260 kidnapping cases, 1,172 dowry deaths and 1,555 rape cases!

These stats may be frightening but they are definitely not the real picture since most of the times most cases are not reported due to the fear of shame or even other repercussions to the family.

We talk about being a progressive Indian society, yet statistics reveal the other side of the picture. Earlier, people used to drown or bury the new born girls alive and now more and more people are opting for female infanticide. According to the reported trends, a woman is raped ever 29th minute in India! People throw acids like sulfuric acids and other such chemicals on women’s faces. Even a state like Bangladesh announced a death penalty for such a heinous crime, yet India is napping!

Dowry deaths are so common as well. A newly married woman should get income tax free money and gifts for in laws from her parents. If she doesn’t, she is killed by various means. What’s more is most of the cases are shoved under the carpet, since the law makers and the care takers of law are just bribed by the offenders. Honor killings in villages are rampant and glorified. Child marriages are still prevalent!

All kinds of law care takers from the highest to the lowest are bribed. Most women don’t even get the justice they deserve! Why? What is the solution to this problem? Does any one know?
comon guys its d time to respect all sections of society...isnt it???
plz spread these words..write bloggs..msg..whatever u can...
and start it with urself respect women...
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YOU mean World to ME

You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..!!

its to HER...

why do i ask sorry even when i m not wrong??
why do we bend ourselves as we cant afford losing them??
why do we run to help a buddy after a bitter quarrel??
why do we feel pleasure in hurting d people we luv??
why do we always eager to reach out despite being avoided??
y bcz sum pains are more enjoyed thn happiness
sum relation are satisfactory thn self ego
some moments are more precious then our breathe

like ur and my relation

India in a need of “tech-revolution”

India around 1960 faced a rapid change in the spirit of a common people. The war between India and Pakistan was the most important reason for it. It was the time when we were fighting a war with Pak but also with the years of our hunger. At that time the maximum percentage of death is due to hunger. India was in crisis and there was no hope of light. But this change in spirit of Indians took us at the level where we are now. This change resulted Green Revolution. Many farmers applied all the latest technologies in the farming leaving the old traditional style. They learnt how to save time, how to manure the crops, use of fertilizers etc. This not only made us self sufficient but also made India to stand in the world market of agricultural. Green revolution is basically a result of technology.
At this moment of time India is growing up rapidly. It’s going to be the 3rd largest power in the world but there are truths that can’t be denied. It can’t be denied that we know about technologies but the problem is we are learner of a technology not the creator of technologies. India requires frequent changes otherwise the future results are to going to be in its favor as they are now. India is searching out for a new techno-revolution.
What I basically mean from tech-revolution and what are the steps to be taken for the same is the main question. The tech revolution will definitely contain two most important points- a) The implementation of all the available technologies in each and every field and b) The development of new technologies. Thus India require two major steps two be taken first will be to include recent technology as one of the subjects in schools as well as in colleges. The second and the foremost step will be to encourage the research work. The main reason for success of countries like America is the importance that has been given to research work over there; it’s their research work that had made that country as superpower. India at this moment though growing up but fighting two wars that is an internal war with our internal problems and second is an external war against increasing challenges and competition from other countries. This external war also includes Terrorism. The wars can only be won a tech revolution
Definitely its not going to be so easy for any country but it was also not easy in 1960s where we all broke the old trends and proved ourselves in spite of all the unfavorable conditions. Its time where we have to start creating our own technologies and not only just develop but have to utilize as well as implement them in the whole country.
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Role of Youth in “nation building”

It is well known that India is home to a significant proportion of youth of the world today. All the imperialists of the world are eyeing India as a source of technical manpower. They are looking at our boys and girls as a source of talents at low costs for their future super profits. If Indian youth make up their mind and work in close unity with working class people, they can foil the plans of Imperialism. This can be done by giving the political power in their hands. The youth will ensure that there is work for all. They will ensure that what is produced is used for providing adequacy for all members of society. Unfortunately no one is bothered to dream any such vision.
In recent years the world has come to look at India with renewed respect, recognizing a strong and prosperous global power in the world. It is also a future when the famous richness of India’s art, culture, intellectual explorations and spirituals pursuits will begin to show its full glory bringing much success to the troubled spirit of Modern India.
Is it a dream? Yes. Is it an impossible dream? No, it’s not. This can be done by the Youth of Indians. Youth is the spring of Life. It is the age of discovery and dreams. When they dream they dream not only for the good future of themselves but also for the good future for nation and entire humanity. Their dreams take them to stars and galaxies to the far corners of the unknown and some of them like our own Kalpana Chawla pursue their dream, till they realize it and die for it in process.
If any section of the society in any country is most important for change, again it is the young people. Patriotism comes naturally to young people, but they also respond early to the call of Internationalism. Youth hopes for a world free of poverty, unemployment, inequality and exploitation of man by man, a world free of discrimination on the grounds of race, color, language and gender, a world full of creative challenges and opportunities to conquer. These are not just empty hopes. Modern science and technology have brought these hopes out in the reach of realization.
In recent times Terrorism has emerged as one of the gravest threat to peace and democratic policy. Youth are drawn between acts of terrorism. In some cases it is not the terrorism, but a freedom struggle. This is how our neighbors are trying to justify its policy of cross border terrorism in Jammu and Kashmir. Youth organizations should carry out an awareness campaign to expose justification or condoning of terrorism anywhere and under whatever pretext. The youth can play a vital role in the implementation of elimination of terrorism. If the energy, intelligence and resources of youth are fully and properly utilized the country will prosper. The spirit of oneness that prevails in youth must be flowed to every part of the country to stop terrorism and only youth can do that.
Youth have some responsibility towards their country. We need to learn from yesterday and live with hope for a better tomorrow. We can learn from our past how the young warriors shed their blood for the country. Youth and nation have to walk hand in hand. Most importantly, the youth should be honest and hard working. Youth should stand against all the wrong doings in the country. Instead of blaming the system, young India should come together and with their toil should mould our nation for a better tomorrow. We, the youth should use our brains, strength, creativity and imagination to serve our nation. Instead of asking, "Who’s going to fight the corruption?," we should do it ourselves. Rather than fighting upon the issues and ruining the country, we should learn to develop it.
We need to learn from yesterday and live with hopes for a better tomorrow. So we have to do our bit for the nation and be the change that we have always wanted. India can become a developed nation only if everyone contributes to the best of his or her capacity and ability. Youth is wholly experimental and with the full utilization of the talents of the Youth, India will become a complete Nation. Let us hope for the same.

Indian Education System - a long way to go

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Why India is still a developing country and what is stopping it from being a developed country? This particular question strikes me every time when I read something about India’s education system. I see India’s education system as a stumbling block towards its objectives of achieving inclusive growth. Let me inform you about certain startling facts. India is going to experience a paradox of nearly 90 million people joining the workforce but most of them will lack require skills and the mindset for productive employment according to a report in a leading newspaper. India has about 550 million people under the age of 25 years out of which only 11% are enrolled in tertiary institutions compared to the world average of 23% (as per the report)
I wouldn’t be laying too much emphasis on the drawbacks of India’s public education system because it has been an issue well debated in recent time and the main flaws have already been pointed out before. I will be focusing on how the education system’s failure is leading to another social issue of income inequality and hence, suggest certain policies to improve India’s education system and reduce inequality.
The critical aspect of Indian public education system is its low quality. The actual quantity of schooling that children experience and the quality of teaching they receive are extremely insufficient in government schools. A common feature in all government schools is the poor quality of education along with weak infrastructure and insufficient attention.
What the government is not realizing right now is that education which is a source of capital is creating wide income inequalities. It will be surprising to see how income inequalities are created within the same group of educated people.So if the government does not improve education system particularly in rural areas the rich will become richer and the poor will get poorer.
Hence, it is necessary for the government to correct the drawbacks in India’s education system which will also be a step towards reducing income inequality.
Certain policy measures need to be taken by the government. The basic thrust of government education spending today must surely be to ensure that all children have access to government schools and to raise the quality of education in those schools.
Another reason for poor quality of education is the poor quality of teachers in government schools .Government schools are unable to attract good quality teachers due to inadequate teaching facilities and low salaries. To improve the quality of education, the government needs to spend more money on education.
Lets hope government takes certain appropriate policy measures to improve the education system otherwise inequalities are going to be widespread and India’s basic capabilities will remain astonish.